No Matter What, YOU become a part of THEM
No matter what, you become a part of them…you are a part of THEM. who? the system. they got ya and you don’t even know it. part of this is innocense, part of this is ego, self interest, you have a stake in yourself that you’re not going to let go of….and that’s all because they don’t want you to and you bought into it….you bought the part that appeals either to 1. ego and self interest 2. fear 3. common sense.
As soon as you remove yourself from a certified nutcase, one who blabbers on endlessly about the wrongs of the system, JUST LIKE YOU, but has it on her official record that she’s a nutcase….or has confessed to this…then you have lost out.
removal comes in several forms….physical removal (you just won’t go near this person), virtual removal (no way are you going to link to her or comment on or visit her site), mentally (i’m not even going to think about her), emotional (if i get caught up in her cause for mental health or aboriginal activism it may upset me too much hearing the truth all the time), spiritually (sending good thoughts, prayers, whatever, no way, i’m just going to think of her as fucking nuts , therefore she is fucking nuts, therefore i’m right and absolve myself of any kindness….she is now just fucking nuts – see, there’s proof, she’s certified).
FEAR: you’re a blogger. your ego says you’d like a certain amount of visitors to your site, and that you be considered ‘legitimate’ in the eyes of the alternative world or maybe even the mainstream world. you’d like to be considered a source of legite info that takes the course of seeing outside msm’s limited eye. so you can’t, just can’t be seen as associated with a certified nut. what would this do to your status? your authority on topics? why , this may just undermine and compromise YOU, given that you are putting yourself above the higher power and subjecting yourself to all of what THE SYSTEM is about. didn’t think you’d ever be caught, did ya? why? you didn’t know you were operating this way. yup, denial, just the thing you judge the politicians, corporations and xtian advocay groups with.
UNFEAR: you have nothing to lose. what, you think you’re going to end up on the blogosphere’s back alley , a homeless (siteless), starving (no one paying attention , blogstats decline) , mentally ill (you’ve made fun of your quirks and proclaimed yourself nutz but it’s all in jest, now someone threatens the reality of it) ? and if you do end up there….what? ah yes, all those hours put in, all that thought, all that research thrown out like a baby in the bath water if you don’t get so many hits a day, left style blog awards, a certain ‘following’…….do you crave popularity among your peers that much? lossen and listen’ up – this is all false foundation. you’re gonna quake and crumble no matter what if you have a false foundation. just act solid, live solid, be solid and you have nothing to fear. if you are thinking and acting on truth (only found in nature, go out and meditate to the tune of the bushes…heh heh, pardon the pun).
ya, that’s it, people. no matter how strongly you avow yourself to not being a part of
THEM , or thinking like the bad guy THEM, you are acting and being just like THEM if you have false fears , fears that somehow, you may not appear legitimate. they got ya, long ago, how does it feel to wake up to this?
so where am i going with all this? not far. i’m just sitting here in the office portion of my house (my ’85 vw van), posting some kaka to add to the kaka. only wait…..isn’t a lot of what i’m saying ringing true?
think about it.
this is the first in an installement of scout’s growth manifesting itself in the cyber world. just wait till the youtubes come 😀
love ya all….all of ya.